& my world will be coloured.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Just some random pictures..

Something I saw! =]37[= car! lol.

Taken in cab otw to Willie's wedding.. Congrats to you and ur beautiful wifey!

This is what happens when a giant ball falls off the ION Xmas tree.. lol

Cute toys that are added to my bed..

And picture taken with Yoshi inside a really huge Xmas tree ball that echos..

Gladys ♥ 5:52 AM

Everything seems to be so messed up now. People claiming that I'm planning things against them and what not when I didnt even think about that. All the false accusations and vulgar words coming from your mouth hurts. And you doing whatever she asks you to do and just not believing me. Im hurt beyond words.

All these while I tried to numb myself with the various methods, but apparently, the numbing is only for that few moments, because when I wake up the next day, it just feels even worse, physically. Why am i doing this to myself and body? Why am i in such pain and suffering? Cant help but just keep thinking about it. I'm tired le. When will this end?

Maybe I should just try to focus on those people who are actually treating me the way I should be treated, because they are the ones who are taking care of me now.

Gladys ♥ 5:33 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I tried to close off from love, I am being bitter, I am denying all the extra feelings that is going on.. But sometimes, I just wanna break down.. Its not just one of them, its everyone of them.. its over le, but seeing the same things is just..URGH..why? why must I have so much feelings? Why cant I just be numb to all of these? FUCK

Gladys ♥ 1:30 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

Life is contradicting isnt it? How we humans are never satisfied by what we have; liking things that doesn't feel the same way as you, or how people like you but you dont feel for them? I was thinking about stuff like these on the way home..emo-ing.. lol. How I'm like battling with my inner devils, but I guess no matter what you do, time will just fly by, and well,instead of just thinking about what you should have done, why not think about what are you gonna do next?What am I gonna do to make myself happy instead of just emoing right? And I know that at the end of the day when I come back, my bundle of joy will always be waiting for me at the door, greeting me with her brightest smile =)

Gladys ♥ 4:40 PM

Friday, November 20, 2009

Heard this song after seeing Siyi uploaded it in FB. and feel that the lyrics are really sweet and just so touching.

The video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxDpGs5ViFY

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不知你如何看得见
也只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能让我开心一整夜
好想拥有你在我身边
让尉暗世界变成晴天

时间已经卓托
我还有话很想说
月亮埋藏心中
却要如何开口

该不该继续承诺
该不该勇感之说
我的宝贝希望你会懂

不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记我爱你
你是我微笑的原因

Gladys ♥ 12:27 AM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Decided to post some pictures since its been ages since I upload one..

Taken on Thea's 21st bdae.. (I know it was ages ago!lol)

By the pool with the ladies!

I realised that I have yet to take a picture,a decent one at least with my new specs...hm..lol. And I think I have kinda developed a fear for bikes and cars now. Like, when they go fast or when they are turning and stuff.. I guess its because of the accident.. Think I will need some time overcoming it..

Gladys ♥ 2:15 PM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Many thoughts in my mind now... Why is it that people only know how much the person mean to you when they have lost them? Why is it that when you want the person's attention, all you get is a cold reply? Why is it that when someone shows concern for you, you yearn for another's care? I guess this is all just life. How we always take things for granted. So I guess we should cherish whatever we have now. But then again, when you get the concern from the person that you dont exactly want it from, it just get...cheesy and...urgh..lol.

Gladys ♥ 12:47 PM